I didn’t really set any distinct goals for 2024, but last year ended up being a pretty good year for me. Overall, I’m pretty happy with the way things are going so this year is really about making small tweaks. I’ve shared my reading goals in a companion Instagram post, but this post will focus on my personal goals:
Make time for rest
This is the big one for me. My personality tends to have me work like a dog until I inevitably burn out and am miserable because of it. It’s hard for me to stay still though, and days off often leave me wishing I was working, coming in to cover for someone that calls out, or just in an overall state of blah as the hours tick by. Working two jobs is sure to put a heavy burden on me (especially once senior photography session picks back up in the fall), so in short I am going to need to try to find moments to quiet my brain when I’m not working.
I have a few ways I’m thinking of doing this: actually taking time off to just reset. I’m not entirely sure what a summer looks like at the photography studio but I have already planned a couple of trips as tentpole moments to reset. Though this will be a lighter travel year than the last couple for me, I still want to make time for shooting personal projects. I’m really trying to decouple photography as a job from photography as a hobby that doesn’t necessarily need to make money (a pressure that I’ve subconsciously put on myself for so long as I worked to make photography something I can do for the rest of my life and you know pay the bills).
This’ll be much easier said than done, but I’ll be trying to spend one day a month completely offline. You’ll probably never catch me buying WiFi on a flight (except for that one time my friends and I needed to coordinate our Eurovision hotel since the EBU revealed the host city while I was in the air). I’ve also set up a two hour screen time limit across social apps (Instagram, Threads/Bluesky, Snapchat, and TikTok depending on whether it’s still allowed in this country) just to limit the amount of time I spend doomscrolling versus reading or creating.
It’s no secret that social media is changing rapidly. Between Twitter being a cesspool of hate, TikTok on the verge of being banned here in the United States, and Meta frankly being reprehensible at every possible opportunity, it’s left me thinking about where I want to engage in the long term. I’ve been loving the community being forged on bookstagram, having a forum to connect with people in a long form way with this newsletter, as well as chatting on Discord communities like the one set up for my Eurovision ones and the bookish ones set up by Brittany. I want to lean into the social aspects of social media more by being more conversational about the books we love, places we’ve been, and life we’ve experienced.
This’ll be much easier said than done, but I’ll be trying to spend one day a month completely offline. You’ll probably never catch me buying WiFi on a flight (except for that one time my friends and I needed to coordinate our Eurovision hotel since the EBU revealed the host city while I was in the air). I’ve also set up a two hour screen time limit across social apps (Instagram, Threads/Bluesky, Snapchat, and TikTok depending on whether it’s still allowed in this country) just to limit the amount of time I spend doomscrolling versus reading or creating.
Personal photography
So what does that mean for me as a photographer? In terms of me shooting, hopefully not much will change. I’m in a very good place with the photos I’m shooting though I’m always looking to level up, I actually just talked about this in therapy earlier this week, but I’ve found myself at a little bit of a stalemate shooting in the same spots. My therapist encouraged me to get out more and to explore different parts of the city (which is made a lot easier by having a car now). Just today I went to Marietta Square, got a good load of photos, saw a friend from work, and explored a lovely indie bookstore (more on that coming on Instagram soon).
I want to turn this newsletter into a safety net for sharing my photography with more photo essays that tell the story behind the shot in a format that doesn’t always fit with Instagram’s 10-20 photo limit or lack of support for multiple aspect ratios. My 2024 photo recap was really fun to do and it honestly gave me a new spark for what The Notepad can be.
Additionally, I want to branch out into my travel bag and curate guides of things to see, food to eat, and what to do in cities I’ve been to on my travels. I’m open to feedback on how to do this whether you’d want them to manifest as posts here or as PDFs for purchase.
One long-term pipe dream goal for me is to release physical books and zines for my photography. During the pandemic, I gravitated to photo books from photographers like Evan Ranft, Roman Fox, and Nathan Reinds for inspiration both from their photos and also having them packaged in a tangible format. Since then, I’ve played with various formats for bringing my own photos outside the Instagram feed and have landed on the wallpaper packs as a stopgap for now. However, I do want to investigate ways to bring physical photo books and zines to you while being mindful of challenges that exist with shipping overseas.
If you want to support this Substack or any of my photography work, I’ve launched a new Ko-fi account for one-time or monthly pledges. Monthly pledges will come bundled with access to wallpaper packs and travel guides as they’re released. You’ll also have the = chance to be part of my sounding board for new cities to visit and future creative endeavors. If you sign up for the Producer tier, you’ll additionally get hand-written postcards from me as a little personalized check-in every so often.
Debt
This’ll be quick lol. I want to start a debt-free journey through initiatives like starting the Ko-fi and just spending less whenever possible (especially on books because my physical TBR is way too big as it is). Between having to pay for unexpected tire repairs late last year and the preexisting travel debt and student loans, the balances are very anxiety-inducing to look at and I would prefer not to do that if possible. I definitely go balls-to-the-walls when at a bookstore so just the act of being more mindful about my money has already had me spending less.
Being social
I want to spend more time being social in real life (or at least trying to). I joined an in-person book club at the end of last year that was really rewarding to participate in, and I look forward to our next book (This is How You Lose the Time War if you’re wondering, guess who suggested it lol). There’s also a couple of book events that I want to attend this year so far: I’ll be seeing John Green for his Everything is Tuberculosis tour stop in Atlanta (I actually bought the ticket during therapy where I was figuring out what to do with the newfound free time of slow season) and heading to DC for National Book Festival (seeing Zac of housedownbooks there singlehandedly convinced me to want to make the trip plus it’s in DC so win).
I do also want to dig into the photography community here in Atlanta, which I haven’t been an active participant in since college when time allows. Talking shop and photography techniques with photography has been a really fun part of the photography job that I didn’t anticipate when starting it, so getting to do that in my free time should be really inspiring as well.
Be a decent person
I feel like this is a good way to end this, but overall I just want to try to be a decent person. Not a perfect person, because I’ll inevitably screw something up, but someone who learns from his mistakes and does his best to correct them.